Short
Story by Guy de Maupassant (1850-1893)
SHE
WAS ONE OF THOSE PRETTY AND CHARMING GIRLS BORN, as though fate had blundered
over her, into a family of artisans. She had no marriage portion, no
expectations, no means of getting known, understood, loved, and wedded by a man
of wealth and distinction; and she let herself be married off to a little clerk
in the Ministry of Education. Her tastes were simple because she had never been
able to afford any other, but she was as unhappy as though she had married
beneath her; for women have no caste or class, their beauty, grace, and charm
serving them for birth or family. Their natural delicacies, their instinctive
elegance, their nimbleness of wit are their only mark of rank, and put the slum
girl on a level with the highest lady in the land.
She
suffered endlessly, feeling herself born for every delicacy and luxury. She
suffered from the poorness of her house, from its mean walls, worn chairs, and
ugly curtains. All these things, of which other women of her class would not
even have been aware, tormented and insulted her. The sight of the little
Breton girl who came to do the work in her little house aroused heart-broken
regrets and hopeless dreams in her mind. She imagined silent antechambers,
heavy with Oriental tapestries, lit by torches in lofty bronze sockets, with
two tall footmen in knee-breeches sleeping in large arm-chairs, overcome by the
heavy warmth of the stove. She imagined vast saloons hung with antique silks,
exquisite pieces of furniture supporting priceless ornaments, and small,
charming, perfumed rooms, created just for little parties of intimate friends,
men who were famous and sought after, whose homage roused every other woman's
envious longings.
When
she sat down for dinner at the round table covered with a three-days-old cloth,
opposite her husband, who took the cover off the soup-tureen, exclaiming
delightedly: "Aha! Scotch broth! What could be better?" she imagined
delicate meals, gleaming silver, tapestries peopling the walls with folk of a
past age and strange birds in fairy forests; she imagined delicate food served
in marvellous dishes, murmured gallantries, listened to with an inscrutable
smile as one trifled with the rosy flesh of trout or wings of asparagus
chicken.
She
had no clothes, no jewels, nothing. And these were the only things she loved;
she felt that she was made for them. She had longed so eagerly to charm, to be
desired, to be wildly attractive and sought after.
She
had a rich friend, an old school friend whom she refused to visit, because she
suffered so keenly when she returned home. She would weep whole days, with
grief, regret, despair, and misery.
*****
One
evening her husband came home with an exultant air, holding a large envelope in
his hand.
“Here’s
something for you," he said.
Swiftly
she tore the paper and drew out a printed card on which were these words:
"The
Minister of Education and Madame Ramponneau request the pleasure of the company
of Monsieur and Madame Loisel at the Ministry on the evening of Monday, January
the 18th."
Instead
of being delighted, as her-husband hoped, she flung the invitation petulantly
across the table, murmuring:
"What
do you want me to do with this?"
"Why,
darling, I thought you'd be pleased. You never go out, and this is a great
occasion. I had tremendous trouble to get it. Everyone wants one; it's very
select, and very few go to the clerks. You'll see all the really big people
there."
She
looked at him out of furious eyes, and said impatiently: "And what do you
suppose I am to wear at such an affair?"
He
had not thought about it; he stammered:
"Why,
the dress you go to the theatre in. It looks very nice, to me...."
He
stopped, stupefied and utterly at a loss when he saw that his wife was
beginning to cry. Two large tears ran slowly down from the corners of her eyes
towards the corners of her mouth.
"What's
the matter with you? What's the matter with you?" he faltered.
But
with a violent effort she overcame her grief and replied in a calm voice,
wiping her wet cheeks:
"Nothing.
Only I haven't a dress and so I can't go to this party. Give your invitation to
some friend of yours whose wife will be turned out better than I shall."
He
was heart-broken.
"Look
here, Mathilde," he persisted. What would be the cost of a suitable dress,
which you could use on other occasions as well, something very simple?"
She
thought for several seconds, reckoning up prices and also wondering for how
large a sum she could ask without bringing upon herself an immediate refusal
and an exclamation of horror from the careful-minded clerk.
At
last she replied with some hesitation:
"I
don't know exactly, but I think I could do it on four hundred francs."
He
grew slightly pale, for this was exactly the amount he had been saving for a
gun, intending to get a little shooting next summer on the plain of Nanterre
with some friends who went lark-shooting there on Sundays.
Nevertheless
he said: "Very well. I'll give you four hundred francs. But try and get a
really nice dress with the money."
The
day of the party drew near, and Madame Loisel seemed sad, uneasy and anxious.
Her dress was ready, however. One evening her husband said to her:
"What's
the matter with you? You've been very odd for the last three days."
"I'm
utterly miserable at not having any jewels, not a single stone, to wear,"
she replied. "I shall look absolutely no one. I would almost rather not go
to the party."
"Wear
flowers," he said. "They're very smart at this time of the year. For
ten francs you could get two or three gorgeous roses."
She
was not convinced.
"No
. . . there's nothing so humiliating as looking poor in the middle of a lot of
rich women."
"How
stupid you are!" exclaimed her husband. "Go and see Madame Forestier
and ask her to lend you some jewels. You know her quite well enough for
that."
She
uttered a cry of delight.
"That's
true. I never thought of it."
Next
day she went to see her friend and told her her trouble.
Madame
Forestier went to her dressing-table, took up a large box, brought it to Madame
Loisel, opened it, and said:
"Choose,
my dear."
First
she saw some bracelets, then a pearl necklace, then a Venetian cross in gold
and gems, of exquisite workmanship. She tried the effect of the jewels before
the mirror, hesitating, unable to make up her mind to leave them, to give them
up. She kept on asking:
"Haven't
you anything else?"
"Yes.
Look for yourself. I don't know what you would like best."
Suddenly
she discovered, in a black satin case, a superb diamond necklace; her heart
began to beat covetously. Her hands trembled as she lifted it. She fastened it
round her neck, upon her high dress, and remained in ecstasy at sight of
herself.
Then,
with hesitation, she asked in anguish:
"Could
you lend me this, just this alone?"
"Yes,
of course."
She
flung herself on her friend's breast, embraced her frenziedly, and went away
with her treasure. The day of the party arrived. Madame Loisel was a success.
She was the prettiest woman present, elegant, graceful, smiling, and quite
above herself with happiness. All the men stared at her, inquired her name, and
asked to be introduced to her. All the Under-Secretaries of State were eager to
waltz with her. The Minister noticed her.
She
danced madly, ecstatically, drunk with pleasure, with no thought for anything,
in the triumph of her beauty, in the pride of her success, in a cloud of
happiness made up of this universal homage and admiration, of the desires she
had aroused, of the completeness of a victory so dear to her feminine heart.
She
left about four o'clock in the morning. Since midnight her husband had been
dozing in a deserted little room, in company with three other men whose wives
were having a good time. He threw over her shoulders the garments he had
brought for them to go home in, modest everyday clothes, whose poverty clashed
with the beauty of the ball-dress. She was conscious of this and was anxious to
hurry away, so that she should not be noticed by the other women putting on
their costly furs.
Loisel
restrained her.
"Wait
a little. You'll catch cold in the open. I'm going to fetch a cab."
But
she did not listen to him and rapidly descended-the staircase. When they were
out in the street they could not find a cab; they began to look for one,
shouting at the drivers whom they saw passing in the distance.
They
walked down towards the Seine, desperate and shivering. At last they found on
the quay one of those old night prowling carriages which are only to be seen in
Paris after dark, as though they were ashamed of their shabbiness in the
daylight.
It
brought them to their door in the Rue des Martyrs, and sadly they walked up to
their own apartment. It was the end, for her. As for him, he was thinking that
he must be at the office at ten.
She
took off the garments in which she had wrapped her shoulders, so as to see
herself in all her glory before the mirror. But suddenly she uttered a cry. The
necklace was no longer round her neck!
"What's
the matter with you?" asked her husband, already half undressed.
She
turned towards him in the utmost distress.
"I
. . . I . . . I've no longer got Madame Forestier's necklace. . . ."
He
started with astonishment.
"What!
. . . Impossible!"
They
searched in the folds of her dress, in the folds of the coat, in the pockets,
everywhere. They could not find it.
"Are
you sure that you still had it on when you came away from the ball?" he
asked.
"Yes,
I touched it in the hall at the Ministry."
"But
if you had lost it in the street, we should have heard it fall."
"Yes.
Probably we should. Did you take the number of the cab?"
"No.
You didn't notice it, did you?"
"No."
They
stared at one another, dumbfounded. At last Loisel put on his clothes again.
"I'll
go over all the ground we walked," he said, "and see if I can't find
it."
And
he went out. She remained in her evening clothes, lacking strength to get into
bed, huddled on a chair, without volition or power of thought.
Her
husband returned about seven. He had found nothing.
He
went to the police station, to the newspapers, to offer a reward, to the cab
companies, everywhere that a ray of hope impelled him.
She
waited all day long, in the same state of bewilderment at this fearful
catastrophe.
Loisel
came home at night, his face lined and pale; he had discovered nothing.
"You
must write to your friend," he said, "and tell her that you've broken
the clasp of her necklace and are getting it mended. That will give us time to
look about us."
She
wrote at his dictation.
*****
By
the end of a week they had lost all hope.
Loisel,
who had aged five years, declared:
"We
must see about replacing the diamonds."
Next
day they took the box which had held the necklace and went to the jewellers
whose name was inside. He consulted his books.
"It
was not I who sold this necklace, Madame; I must have merely supplied the
clasp."
Then
they went from jeweller to jeweller, searching for another necklace like the
first, consulting their memories, both ill with remorse and anguish of mind.
In
a shop at the Palais-Royal they found a string of diamonds which seemed to them
exactly like the one they were looking for. It was worth forty thousand francs.
They were allowed to have it for thirty-six thousand.
They
begged the jeweller not to sell it for three days. And they arranged matters on
the understanding that it would be taken back for thirty-four thousand francs,
if the first one were found before the end of February.
Loisel
possessed eighteen thousand francs left to him by his father. He intended to
borrow the rest.
He
did borrow it, getting a thousand from one man, five hundred from another, five
louis here, three louis there. He gave notes of hand, entered into ruinous
agreements, did business with usurers and the whole tribe of money-lenders. He
mortgaged the whole remaining years of his existence, risked his signature
without even knowing it he could honour it, and, appalled at the agonising face
of the future, at the black misery about to fall upon him, at the prospect of
every possible physical privation and moral torture, he went to get the new
necklace and put down upon the jeweller's counter thirty-six thousand francs.
When
Madame Loisel took back the necklace to Madame Forestier, the latter said to
her in a chilly voice:
"You
ought to have brought it back sooner; I might have needed it."
She
did not, as her friend had feared, open the case. If she had noticed the
substitution, what would she have thought? What would she have said? Would she
not have taken her for a thief?
*****
Madame
Loisel came to know the ghastly life of abject poverty. From the very first she
played her part heroically. This fearful debt must be paid off. She would pay
it. The servant was dismissed. They changed their flat; they took a garret
under the roof.
She
came to know the heavy work of the house, the hateful duties of the kitchen.
She washed the plates, wearing out her pink nails on the coarse pottery and the
bottoms of pans. She washed the dirty linen, the shirts and dish-cloths, and
hung them out to dry on a string; every morning she took the dustbin down into
the street and carried up the water, stopping on each landing to get her
breath. And, clad like a poor woman, she went to the fruiterer, to the grocer,
to the butcher, a basket on her arm, haggling, insulted, and fighting for every
wretched halfpenny of her money.
Every
month notes had to be paid off, others renewed, time gained.
Her
husband worked in the evenings at putting straight a merchant's accounts, and
often at night he did copying at two pence-halfpenny a page.
And
this life lasted ten years.
At
the end of ten years everything was paid off, everything, the usurer's charges
and the accumulation of superimposed interest.
Madame
Loisel looked old now. She had become like all the other strong, hard, coarse
women of poor households. Her hair was badly done, her skirts were awry, and
her hands were red. She spoke in a shrill voice, and the water slopped all over
the floor when she scrubbed it. But sometimes, when her husband was at the
office, she sat down by the window and thought of that evening long ago, of the
ball at which she had been so beautiful and so much admired.
What
would have happened if she had never lost those jewels. Who knows? Who knows?
How strange life is, how fickle! How little is needed to ruin or to save!
One
Sunday, as she had gone for a walk along the Champs-Elysees to freshen herself
after the labours of the week, she caught sight suddenly of a woman who was
taking a child out for a walk. It was Madame Forestier, still young, still
beautiful, and still attractive.
Madame
Loisel was conscious of some emotion. Should she speak to her? Yes, certainly.
And now that she had paid, she would tell her all. Why not?
She
went up to her.
"Good
morning, Jeanne."
The
other did not recognise her, and was surprised at being thus familiarly
addressed by a poor woman.
"But
. . . Madame . . ." she stammered. "I don't know . . . you must be
making a mistake."
"No
. . . I am Mathilde Loisel."
Her
friend uttered a cry.
"Oh!
. . . My poor Mathilde, how you have changed! . . ."
"Yes,
I've had some hard times since I saw you last; and many sorrows . . . and all
on your account."
"On
my account! . . . How was that?"
"You
remember the diamond necklace you lent me for the ball at the Ministry?"
"Yes.
Well?"
"Well,
I lost it."
"How
could you? Why, you brought it back."
"I
brought you another one just like it. And for the last ten years we have been
paying for it. You realise it wasn't easy for us; we had no money. . . . Well,
it's paid for at last, and I'm glad indeed."
Madame
Forestier had halted.
"You
say you bought a diamond necklace to replace mine?"
"Yes.
You hadn't noticed it? They were very much alike."
And
she smiled in proud and innocent happiness.
Madame
Forestier, deeply moved, took her two hands.
"Oh,
my poor Mathilde! But mine was imitation. It was worth at the very most five
hundred francs! . . . "
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